2 birthday parties this year

This year I am throwing myself a birthday party. I know that might not seem like much but it is monumental for me. I had a mom that literally hated me and let me know from birth I was not wanted and should not have been born. She wanted another boy. She let me know … Continue reading 2 birthday parties this year

I have a confession to make

I came across my 2017 New Year’s resolutions. I have come to the realization I must have been listening to Nickelback’s Rock star when I wrote it. I was almost embarrassed when reading the I want, I want. I clearly was writing in Ego and not Spirit. The ones that were more realistic materialized. It … Continue reading I have a confession to make

Amputation is a hell of a motivator…

The day has finally come, the one I never thought I would see.  After a few years of borderline diabetes, my A1C came back with the diabetes diagnosis last week.  My family all had it and I had gestational diabetes twice. My former doctor said it was not a matter of if but when and … Continue reading Amputation is a hell of a motivator…

“Feelings, nothing more than feelings” or are they??

One of my favorite books is called  Feelings Buried Alive Never Die.  When I was in college we learned about the effects of internalizing our emotions.  Anger, sadness, regret and betrayal all settle in our bodies like clouds of energy. Each emotional cloud represents a place in the body.  Grief in the lungs, anger in … Continue reading “Feelings, nothing more than feelings” or are they??